Tuesday, November 3, 2009

first 3 days!

(First of all, I tried uploading pictures, but our internet connection here is insanely slow...so pictures may have to come later...sad...)

Oh man…how to put the past 3 days into one post!!?!

I am in love with this place. I am in LOVE with these people. I’m already frustrated thinking about trying to communicate what it has been like, but I’ll give it a shot…

We arrived in Entebbe on Friday night at around 9 PM and were picked up by Rev. James Adyeri (one of the founders of the Kibbuse school) and our driver for the trip, Elias. James is an incredibly inspiring, humble, godly man and Elias…well, Elias has quickly become one of my favorite people here. They took us to our hotel in Entebbe where we spent the night…

DAY 1:

James and Elias drove us all to Kampala (the capital of Uganda) where we did a little shopping and picked up a computer that we’d bought for the Kibbuse school since theirs broke. I was pretty blown away by how crazy busy and chaotic Kampala was. The streets were PACKED full of cars, people, and “boda-bodas” (motorcycles)…and the driving was even crazier. It was like New York City driving on steroids…and with no lanes.

We met Bob and Brenda (missionaries at the Kibbuse school who have arranged our entire trip) for lunch and then we departed to the village of Mityana (Rev. James’ hometown). We got to see James’ home, meet his wife, Ida, who is just a heartwarming woman, and also met his two cows, their pigs, and their chickens. J James and Ida have been living in their current house for 27 years. It is a tiny, tiny 3-room little house with no doors and mold inside. James has been working on building a new house for his family for over 5 years and there is still much to be done…it was one of those moments when you just wanted to write a quick check and tell him it’s done and paid for. The patience of the people here has truly blown me away.

We also got to visit the small local orphanage that currently houses 10 little orphan girls. Once I met them, I was done for. The men went back to the hotel, but I stayed and played with the girls for a couple of hours. They sang songs for me, told me stories, gave me a tour of their home…it was wonderful. I got to join them for praise and worship and prayers, and was so struck by the fact that these 10 little girls, whose parents have ALL died, are growing with very little of what the world would consider valuable, but they are growing up with THE thing that matters most – a love for God. And there is true and lasting joy in their lives because of it.

DAY 2:

I woke up this morning to two very exciting things:

1. There was no running water or electricity in our hotel (which definitely made getting ready quick!)

2. Matt and Amy had arrived!!! I have been so excited to see them and it was just great to see their faces again. Our team is now complete!

We went to two church services today – one at the local Anglican church and one at the local Pentecostal church. You want to talk about two polar opposite church experiences! At both services, we were asked to go to the front and individually introduce ourselves and “bring greetings” and Bobby gave the lesson at both services (with Rev. James translating). One of my favorite things is when they sing a song that we know but they sing them in their native language while we sing them in ours…such an awesome picture of unity. We were so warmly welcomed at both services. They called us their “brothers and sisters”, which I personally loved…because we are truly FAMILY! I was excited to see the 10 orphan girls I’d spent yesterday with at the Pentecostal service…they make my heart so full. I also just loved how simple these churches were. There were no fancy sound systems or slideshows, but the churches were full and the people were worshipping God with all of their hearts.

This afternoon we traveled to Niyamarwa. The men in our group are staying in a nearby town so they went on, while Bob and Brenda took Matt, Amy, and I on to the Kibbuse school! We arrived right before dark and got to meet a few of the students. We went to the “Faith House” on campus where the cook (Timothy) had prepared an unbelievable meal for us. The food here is definitely different, but I’m developing a taste for it quickly. Two of my favorite things have been “matoke”, which is like this steamed banana mush thing (I know…sounds awful) and “chipate”, which is this like this bread/pancake/tortilla type thing.

After dinner, we were taken to our rooms. We found out that the students (along with Bob and Brenda) have been working on and preparing our rooms for week in advance. How could you possibly not feel so welcomed by these people?! Our rooms are great…mine is right between Matt and Amy’s and Madame Hope’s (who is the “dorm mom”). She is one of the most joyful women I’ve ever met. I can’t wait to get to know her better.

DAY 3: David, Lonnie, and Bobby drove in this morning, and the day started with a chapel service with the students at Kibbuse. Bobby spoke at the service and once again, we gave our individual introductions and greetings. One super fun part of the service was when they took up the offering. Some students had no money to give so they offered food to be auctioned off (with the payment going to the offering plate). Two mangos and a sugar cane were auctioned off…there was definitely some friendly competition that went down. And whoever won the bid always ended up giving the prize to their competitor. There was a lot of fun and a lot of laughter. That’s one thing I’ve immediately noticed…they laugh all the time and about anything. I love it. There is so much joy here.

After chapel, we were given a tour of the Kibbuse campus. And the whole way we got to hear from James and Bob praises for the things God has done and dreams about what is to come. They have so much vision and so much faith.

After having some lunch, the rest of the group left for some meetings with some local government leaders while Matt, Amy, and I stayed behind. We then spent the afternoon playing futbol and netball with the students and the village children and then had a couple of students lead us around the village. As we started walking the streets (they were pretty packed with people), you would’ve thought we all had three heads with the way people were staring at us…it’s just so rare for them to see “mizungos” (white people) walking the streets in their village. Every person we met, though, was just so kind and welcoming. As we were walking, we started picking up quite a following of village children and soon had a good 25-30 kids with us. Spending time with them was literally just a piece of heaven. They held our hands, we skipped down the road, we sang songs, we laughed…these children have completely stolen my heart. I’m already dreading leaving them.

After we got back to the school, I decided it was time for a shower, which was quite an interesting experience. First of all, you can just kiss hot water goodbye here. You’re going to be showering in cold water. But what made my experience even more great was that I had (unknowingly) decided to shower at the same time they were pumping water, so I literally would be in the shower and the water would just stop for 2-3 minutes, then it would start dripping (which I took full advantage of) then it would come out like normal for about 30 seconds and then turn off again. So half an hour later, I was finished with my shower…haha.

Timothy prepared dinner for Matt, Amy, and I, and we convinced him to actually sit down and join us for our meal tonight! Timothy is quickly becoming one of my favorite people here. He is just so humble and kind and has the true heart of a servant. We gave him the night off on the dishes, which was a nice treat for all of us! J

What an amazing day.

It’s kind of surreal thinking about everything that has happened in the past 3 days. For years I have dreamed about coming to this place. And things I’ve only dreamed about I have now experienced and seen with my own eyes. These people have stolen my heart. They have pure joy, strong faith, genuine love, and are tireless servants. They love without pretense. They don’t make assumptions or pass judgment. They love you without even knowing you. They make you feel genuinely accepted and cared for. I have always believed it in theory, but now I am truly experiencing this truth: I need Africa more than Africa needs me. There are so many things about these people that I desire and that I envy. I want to love like they love. I want the patience that they have. I want just a portion of their joy. God has much to show me and teach me through the people of Uganda. I wonder how in the world He plans on using these few people from the US for His plans and purposes here. What an unbelievable gift to be able to join God on His mission in this world.

Friday, October 30, 2009

at long last...

we are here! We arrived in the Entebbe airport at around 8:45 PM (12:45 PM in Tennessee/Texas time) after 27 hours of flying and sitting in airports.

We were greeted by Rev. James Adyeri and our driver for our trip, Elias. James and Elias are just really...kind (super outdated word, but the best one I could think of describe them). They're just heartwarming people. They picked us up and brought us over to our hotel for the night - The Crown Victoria of Entebbe. It's a nice hotel, so I'm just going to soak in a night of nice accommodations while I can! :) Tomorrow, we will drive into Kampala where we will pick up a computer that we're taking to the Kibbuse school and (hopefully) will be able to hit up the International Market!! (I'm keeping my fingers crossed for that one...)

Then we will be traveling to the village of Mityana (Rev Adyeri's home) where we will spend the rest of the day and night. Then the next morning, Matt and Amy will be meeting up with us and we'll be traveling to Niyamarwa!!!!

I have said this a million times in the past couple of hours, but I just can't believe I'm here. After years of dreaming of coming to this place, I'm actually sitting in a hotel in Uganda. It's crazy...

One of the things I've noticed most about the people I've met so far here is their smiles. They have the warmest, most genuine smiles that make you feel like they care about you. It makes you just want to give them a hug.

I am so excited to sleep...but even more excited for tomorrow to get here.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

waiting, waiting, waiting...

So we're at our almost 4 hour layover in Amsterdam. BARELY made the flight here. We literally heard our name over the speakers in the Amsterdam airport as we were running to our gate.

For the record, I thought our airplane meal was quite delish on the way here. They gave us these oatmeal bar things for desert...amazing! Like I wanted to buy some from the airline. Alas, no room whatsoever in my backpack. I also got to catch up on some reading and writing...and finally got to watch the movie 17 Again...I've been wanting to see that ever since it came out! don't hate...

The flight from here to Entebbe is 8 hours...I will definitely be doing some sleeping on that one. My body is telling me it's midnight...but the clock says 6:00 AM.

I am filled with expectancy right now...can't wait to see what God is going to do over the next 30 days. I can't wait to see how He's going to move, to see Him in new ways through the faces of my FAMILY in Uganda, to experience Him in new ways... I started reading Francis Chan's new book Forgotten God on the plane. He says, "...there will always be more to discover, more of His love to experience, and more of His power to use for His purposes." I love it. We serve an inexhaustible God!

My biggest prayer right now can be summed up in the bridge of one of the awesomest songs ever:

Open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like You have loved me.
Break my heart for what breaks Yours.
Everything I am's for Your Kingdom's cause


thankful

So I woke up this morning, got all packed and ready to go, made my bed (which hasn't been done in who knows how long...) and then sat on my stairs, looked at my bags, and it kinda all hit me. And if there is one word to describe how I felt at that moment, it is: thankful.

I just sat on my stairs and thanked God for so many things...

For the opportunity to do life with my brothers and sisters on the other side of the world

For the fact that He has actually chosen to use someone as messed up as me to be HIM to a broken world and to love His children

For the amazing friends and family members that I have who have just showered me with prayers and hugs and support over the past few days

For the way He has provided for this trip in abundance

The list could go on and on... but of all the emotions I'm feeling this morning, the greatest one right now...is thankful.

I am sitting at the gate in the Nashville airport...we take off in a little over an hour. We just stocked up on some Starbuck's Via and are ready to go! We will be flying to Detroit where we have a couple of hours of a layover. Then we head to Amsterdam and have about 6 hours of waiting there before we head to Entebbe, where we will SLEEP! From the time we leave Nashville, it will be 27 hours before we land in Entebbe. Then on Sunday, we will meet up with Matt and Amy and will all travel to Niyamarwa together.

27 hours....

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

back to it!

So my last post was over a month ago...which makes me sad. There's definitely been a ton to write about...but just no time to write! I told someone today that every time I open my computer, I just think about the 10,000 things I need to get done and never just spend "fun time" on the computer!

In one week, I leave to Uganda. I am beside myself...if you haven't been able to check it out, I have written a couple of posts about where I'll be, who I'll be with, and what I'll be doing. There's an unbelievable amount of things to get done within this next week - I've been trying to get bills and rent set up to be drafted out while I'm gone, get everything set for youth group and have "coverage" set up for the month of November, get the major stuff set up and sent out about the big girls day we're doing in January, finish writing my Bible Study for all the women and girls reading through it while I'm gone, buy supplies for Uganda, pack, get in hours at my office job, see some people before I leave...the list goes on and on and on. Oh yeah, and then there's our big junior high retreat this weekend...and being sick isn't helping.

Sounds a little ridiculous once I write it all out. I had to remind myself today of Francis Chan's very wise words: "When I'm consumed with my problems - stressed out about my life...I actually convey the belief that I think the circumstances are more important than God's command to always rejoice. In other words, that I have a "right" to disobey God because of the magnitude of my responsibilities."

I am not sure how reliable the internet will be in the village where I'm staying next month, but as long as we have internet, I'll be updating this blog with pictures and stories and such...so STAY TUNED!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

thief

I should totally be working right now...there's a lot to get done. But sometimes you have to stop, ya know? And I felt like He was telling me on the way to the offices that I need to stop...if only for one afternoon.

Because I'm so...frustrated. And I just need to vent a little bit. I'm so angry at my enemy. I'm so fed up with the one who exists to steal, kill, and destroy. And today...he's totally after my joy.

I'm so angry at this one who attacks the hearts of God's children.

Who tells young girls that they are only worth what a guy thinks about them. Who pushes them to do things that lands them in a pit of lies and destruction.

Who tells people that they should condemn and "punish" those who are caught in sin. Who convinces them that that is exactly what they deserve and should receive (...as if that's going to draw them back to the Truth...)

Who gets in the middle of relationships and tears them apart with meaningless and trivial things. Where people pull away from one another and worse, leave the church because of each other.

Who attacks the Bride of Christ (the church) by lying to her and telling her that following Jesus is all about going to church and putting on a happy face. Who distracts her from LIFE with the temporary, comfortable American dream.

Who convinces teenagers that they don't have time for the things of God. That there are more important and more fun things that they could be doing with their time.

And let's be honest...I'm frustrated with how he attacks me. I hate the selfishness and the pride that I see in my own heart so often.

I'm so OVER him. I'm so over this punk who knows that He can't get to God because God has already won the war, so he resorts to attacking that which God loves the most - His children. He's a spiteful loser.

But I'm sitting here typing and in the background, I'm listening to Hillsong remind me...

This is my prayer in the battle,
when triumph is still on its way.
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ.
So firm on His promise I'll stand.

I will bring praise, I will bring praise!
No weapon formed against me shall remain.
I will rejoice, I will declare,
God is my victory and He is here.

All of my life, in every season,
YOU ARE STILL GOD.
I have a reason to sing. I have a reason to worship.

God is still God. He's still on the throne. And He's bigger than anything I'm facing or frustrated with. My enemy is simply bitter. And he will not debilitize me with discouragement. He will not steal my joy. He will not tempt me to give up. He just won't win this battle...

Monday, August 10, 2009

Bless the Broken Road

Psalm 84:5 - Blessed are those whose strength is in you, who have set their hearts on pilgrimage.

I know this song wasn't written about Jesus, but wow...I never thought about how amazing this song describes the pilgrimage on which we travel to Him. check OUT these lyrics! This song will never be the same for me...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to You

Every long lost dream led me to where You are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into Your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to You

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to You
But You just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I'm just rollin' home into my Lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to You